Tired~~~~~~~~~~

Away from writing blog these days... because I am focussing on my career. There are times, I wanted to write to put my thought out but was tired. Recent event are -

1. Chinese New Year didnt go out movie with any of my good friend :(
2. The quietiest Chinese New Year I ever had, and did had tears drop when she on my mind.
3. Few job mysterious had solve, due to not enough marine industry experience therefore, I was send to other department training till I clock the experience I back to my original post.
4. Disappointed with my Ex.(Jj) out of nothing said that his friend saw me with a date whereby I am not and were at home. I took it as a joke and told him his friend must mistaken me, yet he insist is truth from his friend. I get fed up and reply to him passed that vulgarity words that I wrote to his friends and ask Jj stopped msg me for that night as he really pissed me off.
5. I already feel so lonely, and yet Jj take my lonely as a joke.
6. Missing having friend with benefit like Mel and Kars, used to go spend couple of hours or a night over his place for escaped and relax.
7. My life is now work, home, eat, sleep, weekend out movie... simple and yet not my desired life I look for.