Gonna meet an old friend and say farewell to him. Thanks 2011, how many good friends you want to take away from me? He going back to Bangkok for good, guess he had enough of Singapore. Meeting him at Suntec City 8pm, so went out early wandering mall to another and rest in between to start reading my job assignment materials with my ipad2. My last rest stop ended sitting at the Millenia Walk food court having my old traditional Asian coffee. Look out from the side of the window, I can see the Conrad Hotel which remind me of my last ex-bf, Neil.
Wonder how is he now? Must be enjoying his love life, yeah must be... Seeing his present love one when he is still dating with me. How sincere is he! Remember back then, I thought we met each other was a no string attached fun, but he persistently wanted to date me even if we are far apart and saying how much he love me and bla bla and distances is not a matter. In fact, it is a matter, and sadly he went out seeing other when i was alone been good in the no man fun life land, Middle East Country, staying 80km away from the main city.
Anyway, after I broke off with him, I went outburst to fool around in the Middle East. Though is danger but I wasn't really care and thought much of it. After all, I using that to heal my pain. You may think is silly and foolish, but this is me. When I arrived back home Singapore for good, I deleted all his email which I save in my desktop, left only few pics of him, a card and a tissue paper with a pen written "I miss you" which he left me before he departed to Tokyo to work. Next month, I gonna join the Japanese company and had a will go Japan for a month training, should I send him back all his thing s that he given to me?
Am I such an asshole? Lol... Seriously, I got over the love thing with him but just dislike and hate the cheating feelings....
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