Was having a piece of shocking news that one of my favourite boyband, Westlife, split which had announced in 19 Oct 2011. I am very sad to hear bout it (No tears), been listen to their music since I was 18yo and soon be 29yo next month. Their first song hit me was not "Swear It Again" but "Fool Again". Well, cause it reminds me of my secondary school female classmate who I used to secretly like her but later find out that she playing my feelings as a friend. She caught my attention when we were in Secondary 3 while I was focus on writing some report. She literally took my left hand and draw a Baby G watch... And when I ask her why she did that, she gives me an innocent smile and that strike my heart. LOL... Not only that, but I also started receiving Christmas card from her till Secondary 5 it stopped. Secondary 5 having our O level, start to hear from my other classmate that in her heart she actually dislike me, she close to you just for a moment of joy. I even had a close female classmate, which is also a close friend of her, told me bout the rumours is true she doesn't like me at all. So all these 2 -3yrs she was just making fun of my feeling for entertainment or maybe female like to make fun of guys. Anywhere, there are more I did for her but no point talking bout it. Female is not my cup of tea anymore.. (hahaha.. I am such a bitch!).
So back to Westlife, after knowing their split. I went online and make a pre-order of the exclusive greatest hitbox set but missed the one with their signature. It was sold out.. 500 copies.. sold out... why not 1000 copies? or 500 copies each for a country! And this shocking news, somehow makes my mind lead to those events happen this year 2011. I feel a lot of things had been taken away this year, 2 good friends of mine had moved to lived in another country and 1 good friend kind of kept a distance with me though we still keep in touch by SMS, our friendship not close anymore.. something must have gone wrong. My granny left me.. I still sad and cry whenever I thought of her. In addition, for the past few days, I dreamt of her 3 times. I lost the job that I like... referring to Qatar but the pay is still a problem for me even though I enjoy the work.. LOL... , lost a good opportunity to be DNV class surveyor as I screw up because of asking if can I came back halfway the overseas training course due to my granny condition. So hope I got the job for NK surveyor trainee which I been waiting now, result be out the end of the month or early Nov 2011.
Did gain few bit, like finally got a job. But a job which I dont like and enjoyed. Have start acting like a robot, working without compassion. So dont think my career will advance far if I stay on and continue like this. Well, we see how it goes... (throwing all hope to the job offer from NK surveyor trainee). Still like to hang out late, as go back home early there's no bear lover waiting for me to hug and tug on his chest.... so loiter around the street and sing song that I just composed or mixed out.
Thats all... Please stop taking away things and start giving me what I chasing after.... Thanks!!! :)
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