Student!!! Yeah.. been a student at my mid-twenties... hahahaha... and hit a wall in love that I pursuit.. but is alright... seem like I didn't care to contact him now.. he is in relationship.. move on.. and he did tell me we will never happen!
Just speak out of my mind
2009-06-28 03:06
Yes, we kept sending morning message... though sometimes he is busy unable to reply to me... That's fine with me.. because I know he is busy... :) We are not a couple and we aren't actually dating too... We hardly met each other... is either he busy with his work and friends/ family or I'm busy with school or friends/family.
I feel comfortable with him when we together, but somehow I think there's something in between. Was it me or him that created this barrier between us. Well, guess probably is me.... LOL.... think too much and too far....Cos I'm living with parents, and I can't bear to leave my mum by herself... I know she needs me and that's why I can't leave her and always be a "Good boy". :)
I know is silly, a lot of friends told me she didn't ask me to take care of her thru out and I cant ruin my happy life because of her. Well, maybe is the Chinese traditional culture that seed inside my brain. I really can't bear to leave her, unless she says so or she willing to stay with my other siblings.
Anyway, I think I leave it as it is now .. :) He is one of the funniest man or man that has fallen into my stupid joke "Mac- Hine" hahaha... can't stop thinking bout that... LOL... Wouldnt want to ruin everything as I happy with the current status now,
Gonna be away from Singapore to the UK and meet my best friend who will be travelling and guide me around the UK. So gonna miss he's morning greeting.. but he won't miss mine.. but late greeting from me... Planning to do some special morning greeting for him and be shown in another site profile.. :)
I feel comfortable with him when we together, but somehow I think there's something in between. Was it me or him that created this barrier between us. Well, guess probably is me.... LOL.... think too much and too far....Cos I'm living with parents, and I can't bear to leave my mum by herself... I know she needs me and that's why I can't leave her and always be a "Good boy". :)
I know is silly, a lot of friends told me she didn't ask me to take care of her thru out and I cant ruin my happy life because of her. Well, maybe is the Chinese traditional culture that seed inside my brain. I really can't bear to leave her, unless she says so or she willing to stay with my other siblings.
Anyway, I think I leave it as it is now .. :) He is one of the funniest man or man that has fallen into my stupid joke "Mac- Hine" hahaha... can't stop thinking bout that... LOL... Wouldnt want to ruin everything as I happy with the current status now,
Gonna be away from Singapore to the UK and meet my best friend who will be travelling and guide me around the UK. So gonna miss he's morning greeting.. but he won't miss mine.. but late greeting from me... Planning to do some special morning greeting for him and be shown in another site profile.. :)
Just writing stuff
2009-01-29 20:33
Finally, my school days had begun... is being tough for not having things you got to do in mind.... at least now my mind is filled with school lecture, tutorial, assignment and other school stuff... Just after the exam, enjoying the 4 days of a long weekend with CNY.. well, though it is a good relaxing day for me after finishing the exam. Those holidays I had was awful. Basically, have done nothing much meaning things to me.. kind of wasting my life doing those stuff like sleeping and movie with friends. And the wanting to have someone holding with coming to enter my mind again... that's make things worst.. lol.. but thank god.. no more holiday and my new school semester had begin.. I'm a student and my mind should only study... :)
Love Is The Answer by Sofia Kallgren
2009-01-07 04:24
Love Is The Answer by Sofia Kallgren
Never thought I feel this way
That I almost lost my way
I was blind without a trace
I always had trusted him being in myself
But suddenly I grope for nothing
I was walking in the air
I was searching everywhere
For a guide as for a plan
Was swanning in the circles when no place to go
But though my world was trembling I had you
Now I'm right on my way go through each day
You shared my darkest mornings 'cause the road is so long to walk on alone
But you gave me strength you got to believe it
Love is the answer it heals the heart
Gives you the light when the night is dark
Love is the answer and love is forever
Love is what makes us going on
Instead of wondering just why
Your love brightens up the sky
Like a flame that shows my way
And how it gives me hope just look in your eyes
A feeling I will keep forever
I live closer to my dreams it's not only what it seems
I am honest to my heart
I need to let the winter just pass away
I need to let the sunshine come and stay
Now I'm right on my way go through each day
You shared my darkest mornings 'cause the road is so long to walk on alone
But you gave me strength you got to believe it
Love is the answer it heals the heart
Gives you the light when the night is dark
Love is the answer and love is forever
Love is what makes us going on
Love is the answer it heals the heart
Gives you the light when the night is dark
Love is the answer, love is forever and
Love is what makes us going on
Love is the answer, love is forever
Love is what makes us going on
Year 2009 Jan
2009-01-02 11:32
Is the year 2009.... Been away from the gay pub and club for almost a year... Been hanging around with my straight friends... and my University friends. Time spending with friends and study for the past few months. More time are been spend for others than my own self. Well, there won't be any things change in 2009, I guess... gonna be a student till 2010.... so just enjoyed been a student and do what a student supposed to do... LOL... STUDY...
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