I know is been long again since I wrote my last blog and a very sad one. Due to that I make effort of contact friends that important to me a message. Asking them how are they doing etc... I know is bit lame or kind of too late. But late is still better than not doing anything right? One of my friend Jon, whom I know him from Qatar, know bout the story of Ari got cancer, he told me to call him up since I not able to reach there. As he believe, at least a call is still good by hearing each other voice. So last weekend, I did called up Ari, and he did picked up my called. :) We had a short conversation as he is with his neighbours having small gathering at his back yard garden. Ari told me sorry for keeping me worried and promised me he wont give up yet. I'm glad and happy to hear that and told him yes and I believe too as we promised to go United States for holiday together. I told him keep me update bout his status and really hope to see him in person and we put down our phone.
On the other hand, though I did make effort to try meet up friends that important to me. I didnt meet up my white tiger, Terry. He is moving off to Sydney from Thailand. He is got a job in Sydney and gonna lived there next week. He is now in Singapore for 2 days transit to Sydney. He did ask me out to meet him at the bar. Initially, I did plan to go but knowing be meeting with some other of his friends and not able to have nice good time just two of us. I decided not going to meet him and apologised to him. I stick to my resolution "Not going any local gay bar, club or pub". He did ask me why? I just told him, I just dont like those places anymore, I feel emptiness where ever I am there. This is kind of true, but partyly or maybe yeah... In fact, I just dont like seeing nice cute bear there but not for me. Hahaha... so if I not there my feeling wont get hurt... LOL... Did told Jj bout that, he ask why too? And told me I should go, maybe I met a guy I like or be my boyfriend so stopped isolate myself and fussy!
But hey! I not ioslating myself or fussy bout guys there. Is just the timing not right that all, either the guy had a boyfriend, or is a bi-married guy or guy who doesnt lived in Singapore and worst even had guy like Jj who love Buddha!.. Anyway, finding a love or a partner is not easy . This doenst goes just me, is everyone do too. If getting someone you love is so easy, there wont be so many single man, woman, gay or lesbian out there.
Started my caveman diet and also learning YOGA now. Last week was my 1st yoga lesson, didnt know it was so tiring. LOL... Swimming also keep going every saturday swam 1km. So hopefully, can see some body tone and make myself fit again :). Once I look good with my body, will take a album again LOL...
Thats all guys and girls... Kiss and Hugs
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