2012... 1st week of Jan

1st week of Jan and 2012 had nearly gone soon.

For my new job, 1st week was fine, having training lecturer everyday and will end next week friday. All people look friendly and good in office, except one GM bringing me fear feeling LOL.. Because he is not an easy person to deal with and if you ever make mistake be ready for his lecturer (I mean scolding). Whenever talk to him, make sure answer what he wants and sensible talking with no nonsense. I think I am an icon too in the company, as I am the only trainee in that whole F...king company... Those new guys employed are all becoming true survey after 3 months confirmation and for me I opt for trainee course which is 1 year and 2 months.. LOL.. whether is good and bad.. Well, I just work hard on it and take the challenge. As I like challenge, beside I have nothing much important in my life for the time being but work work work career career career.

Yesterday and now feeling down.  The feeling started yesterday morning when I wake up hearing my mum quarrel with my dad on phone. Yes, is that bitch again... Story I heard from the quarrel was that bitch called to my house but without answering when my mum picked up. My house phone installed caller ID so my mum knows is that bitch called. So my mum called up my dad and confront him. He denied of still contacting that bitch and mum dont believe and so on and so on....

I inform both my siblings about it before I walk out of the room and the phone quarrel had stopped. Mum was busy drying clothes in the kitchen. As I walked in, she was normal as though nothing had happened just now. I told her if something serious happen called up my brother or sister, for night time called me or my sister as my brother out with his wife to a music concert. Had my lunch with my mum to make sure she is ok before I went to library and study the documents that my work required for me to read up.

Then my brother called me and he told me he had talk to mum, this Chinese New Year will be the last reunion with dad around. After the Chinese New Year, we will force dad to move out of the house. Sound cruel but it should be done... or I should say done long time ago.
May sound funny, to people whom I close reading this post. As earlier on I mentioned, I declared my dad is dead. Yes indeed, but still physically he is there infront of you and thought you really and wanted this to happen. Yet again, you still feel sad bout it... LOL.. Hard to satisfy myself isnt it?

Had received messages from Steph, she told me bout her family stuff as she also had fight with her family. Sometime I think, both of our life are very similar, job, family and love...