Few days ago, had quarrel with my X sweetie. I really dont understand why he always reply me so late or sometime dont reply to my question. It really make me annoyed... that I shut him off by sending him how pissed I am that he shut me off!!!
On the other hand, why am get so tense and stress up when dealing with my X sweetie? Yes, I still Love him... this old man 61yr old.. I still fucking love him!!!
Ok.. I still had a date, Babe, not to forget and yes we still dating as normal. He been away for two weeks to Melbourne business trip. He did text me almost everyday, but not the past 2 days cos he sick. Is he really sick or maybe bored of me.. I not sure.Well, I just let it flow, if my Babe really like me, he wont run away or leave me. As what many people say, when love come in, no matter how you block it, it will still break through and come to you.
Life!!! Now I getting bored with my life again.. not sure what am I supposed to do.... Coming to 31yo, still living with parents. Cant afford to bought a house, renting a house outside is crazy as so expensive. My savings not much either only about 20k the most, career wise is just a piece of job that sufficient to earn me living and clear my debts. I short of life achievement content!!!! I missed that in my life I supposed... Feel emptied feel emptied.........
However, SEX SEX SEX LOVE LOVE LOVE FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT still in my mind!!!!
WAITING FOR A PERFECT IDEAL HUSBAND TO FILL THOSE UP FOR ME...
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