WHINING WHINING WHINING

Last night went to book and see a Astrologer regards to my life. LOL... Am I a believer of that? Erm... just go and check out and see whats can my Star tells me thats all.
Overall, is moderate or average result. Weak in love, career, blood circulation and brain problem.
However, my Income will still remain good and substainable through out my life.

In other words, he saying though I not enjoying my career but whatever job I into, earn me a good income so I wont be poor. LOL.. thats the only good part. The rest well.. some is true.. have strong emotional power... I do had headache when my emotional get into.

I also ask him about moving out of Singapore, he say the best time move out is now till early 2015...
So maybe 2014 mid I should start preparing my CV and send out to look for overseas job. At the same time, if my dating still ongoing smoothly, I got to discuss with my Babe. See what he suggest.
Ultimately, if he cant give a good suggestion, I will just move on been alone ranger to make my decision to get out of Singapore.

Think lately, due to a gay couple who wanna abolished A377 panel laws regulation in Singapore, caused the public to aware and have negative against the abolishment. This lead to media start looking for news that give negative reflection of the gay. I not sure why?
Other Europe countries, had also news state that Homosexual is the lead to man exitinction.
Actually, is not true we gay dont want man to extinction!!! We will produce children as well if only you allow us to find surrogate mother!!!

There are thought coming to my head also want to challenge my goverment or put out to the public.
If I married a girl that I dont love at all, I just want to have own children. Is it fair to the girl?
If I dont married, I cant have children because goverment dont allow surrogate. Is it fair to me that you blame me the extinction or never want to help the country population growth.
Tell me what should be the right way!!
Forgot about telling me to turn my life straight! Is a fact that gay exist and no way can a gay turn his sexual orientation striaght. Bi-sexual I believe but is the worst and not faithful to either sexual partner unless both partners dont mind having sharing and into 3some.

Thats all folks!

Maybe this can be a story to write...

Having my lunch break and suddenly a thought came into my mind.
What's thought had came into my mind?
Writing a story based on my last relationship with some twist LOL...
Yes, a love story see if anyone here ever really read it and not sure is it a long or short story.
Definitely, wont review my X sweetie real name. If he found out I used his full name, guess I be totally got hated by him.. Which I think not bad LOL.. as that mean him remember me all his life.
Anyway, I change him to her and so is his name.
It wont be a gay story but a normal love story.. ermm.... interesting....
So when I start writing erm... not sure... almost forget to tell you.
The rest of the character include me will be using actual person name.
Hahahaha.....
So is half true half false story.....
Good luck!!!

Lost or should say Down sydrome again

Few days ago, had quarrel with my X sweetie. I really dont understand why he always reply me so late or sometime dont reply to my question. It really make me annoyed... that I shut him off by sending him how pissed I am that he shut me off!!!
On the other hand, why am get so tense and stress up when dealing with my X sweetie? Yes, I still Love him... this old man 61yr old.. I still fucking love him!!! 
Ok.. I still had a date, Babe, not to forget and yes we still dating as normal. He been away for two weeks to Melbourne business trip. He did text me almost everyday, but not the past 2 days cos he sick. Is he really sick or maybe bored of me.. I not sure.Well, I just let it flow, if my Babe really like me, he wont run away or leave me. As what many people say, when love come in, no matter how you block it, it will still break through and come to you.

Life!!! Now I getting bored with my life again.. not sure what am I supposed to do.... Coming to 31yo, still living with parents. Cant afford to bought a house, renting a house outside is crazy as so expensive. My savings not much either only about 20k the most, career wise is just a piece of job that sufficient to earn me living and clear my debts. I short of life achievement content!!!! I missed that in my life I supposed... Feel emptied feel emptied.........

However, SEX SEX SEX LOVE LOVE LOVE FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT still in my mind!!!!
WAITING FOR A PERFECT IDEAL HUSBAND TO FILL THOSE UP FOR ME...

New Red String with normal mood... Have I change? Or I finally meet the right man?

Up to now since end of July 2013, I am fully "Cure" LOL.. or get away from Facebook!! LOL...
Alright, back to life.. nothing much changes in my family and working life.
Love wise, yes... I know is kind of fast... LOL... even I dont believe.

A part of me still think of X sweetie and to this new aussie man, Babe, I not sure about my feeling to him. However, I found him a good respond man to me. He really in love or like me crazy..which I dont know why.. He can keep whatsapp me, sms me, every day every morning , noon and night. Thats also include if he away to Bali, or Melbourne for holiday and work. He also even call me just want to hear my voice. What he had done is totally what I had done before for my X sweetie.

Is abvious and fact that he like me more than I like him. I also had come to a conclusion too for him.
I just go ahead with him, my Babe. Is time for me to try and be with someone who like me more than I like him. See whats the outcome, beside we are not into really a long distance relationship because he live here and had work business here. However, once every three months or any moment he need to fly away few days for his work business. Even if we doesnt work out, I have no hard feelings for it.
As to be honest, I like him but not as strong as my X sweetie. Or maybe I had change in such that I take relationship lightly now and not so dominate? so possesive?

Lastly, my babe looks like Alec Balwin LOL....