14th August 2012

Hi, I'm back.. was away for a long two and half months. What I've been doing during that period?
I went to Japan on 1st of June, it was a great trip overall. I had my fun with white bear and know few friends who lived in Japan too. The sad part is my last ex is really a disappointment, I thought I did a surprise for him and meet him for coffee chat. It turn to be a pain in my heart.. hahaha.. guess he didnt want to meet me in Japan as afriad of his boyfriend. But hey.. you are the one who cheated behind my back! I went down to his work place and hand to his birthday gift to his clerk, he only text me and thanks me. He say he will write me a message but till now I dont see so got cheated again and that will be the last I ever believe his words. Shame of you, Neil McInnes!

After the fun and enjoyable 7 long weeks of  training in Japan, I thought when I back to work it will be busy.. But I was wrong.. it back to the same and also got into some rumours created by other people which turn out to be against me... Anyway, I am a happy lucky man.. so the office politics calm down quickly and rumours were clear.. (I Hope LOL)

I missed my life in Japan.. cos is so independent and carefree... I enjoyed alot and sex action every weekend LOL... Now back to Singapore, no more... I did my HIV test as well and is negative.. . Therefore, not to worry and continue to play SAFE!

Just happen today, seem like I am potential of been always the third parties!!!! Why do guys who are attached like to hook me up for sex? Got even one mentioned to me I better than his boyfriend on bed (For your inform I am TOP)! Should I be proud or sad? I ask that to James and William if I am a slut.. because it looks like!. But they dont really agreed cos it take two hands to clap.. which mean the other party like you as well and is they make the move too (In other words sound like "Itchy"). So if I am a female I am a slut and if I am a male I am a beast making all this sluttish wives horny and cum on them hahaha...

Ultimately, I want and looking forward is not all of this... I can be a joker, fun, sexy and lovely man.
I want someone in my life, someone who I love and care and he do love and care for me too. Will there ever happen.. I not too sure.. Maybe is because I still living in my comfort zone.. till I move out of my parents house I can get my happiness. Sometime I do feel thats the problem. Why I say comfort zone? Is not that I am a mummy boy, is I too comfort with them now as they know I am gay and no trouble no screaming and nothing... if once I make a move.. I afriad they make a big drama out of it.. So I fear of that.. so is kind of dilemma. It also all my thought.. maybe I wrong! I need more confidence and that confidence can be found when I met him! :)