Well today is November... is November Birthday!!!! First, my elder brother (4th), followed by me (8th)and then my Elder sister (9th). Don't ask why so coincidence, should go ask my parents and god.
Anyway, got a called from that Surveyor company clerk, requesting me to go for a pre-employment medical check-up next week but I requested her to make it tomorrow as next week I not able to due to holding a "Part-time temp job"...
Next week 4 more days to go and say goodbye to my present job and patiently await for early Dec to sign my new employment contract and patiently wait till Jan 2012 start my new job as an Assistant Surveyor (Trainee). I got tell myself everything be fine, you just getting older and recently too much sad and unhappiness events thus worried things too much.
Beside worried bout my career, I need to look after my mum. She has been in depression, I can see... I need to be strong in front of her.. as all of us have given up Dad.. (For me .. he is dead). Yet, myself was not in good status now.. so are my both siblings each have their own family problems. So I really got to be strong and positive and everything be fine for me now.
How I wished I had a partner/lover around and when he knows I am in so much trouble and worries. He would come to me and say "Don't worry, anything happened I am here for you and support you".
But in reality, no not a single good friends will say that.. I would say this sentence is very touched but of course, I know it hold and mean lot of responsible to take before you can say that. But isnt that what every man and women would like to hear from their love one?
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