Officially turn 32 last week!!! Also end a long distance relationship that kept about a year.
Reason for breaking up? I plan for our future but I dont see there's a plan for our future from him.
So no point for me to make plan and decision for our future by myself without the other party! Is our love life, therefore if I am going to make all the future plan and decision by myself I rather be alone.
I want a lover who can walk with me through life, which means we make plan, decision and execute it togther as a lovel couple. Ermm.. Maybe I too idealistic! Move on please..
Now struggling and been doing an intensive english language exercise to make sure I writing and speaking good english. I had attempted twice IELTS test and overall score is 6.5. I need an overall 7 with all tests at least 6 so that I eligible to score points for my immigration to Australia assessment to apply for migration. My weakest is writing test the rest is ok above 6.5 to 8.
Just when I thought I having a tough time with my love life and moving towards to achieve the place I want to live for my life. Conincidently, my Family issue came along as well. I have a newly born baby niece and not even a year old, she got dumped by her dad who is my brother in law!
Apparently, my brother in law's family prefer a boy due to their stupid and stubborn chinese traditional mind set which should be abolished! First, dislike the baby girl and then find problems with my sister. Eventually, my sister couldnt take it anymore, they ended up file for separation now.
So my sister is back living with us with an additional new member. Now I have my parents, sister and a new born baby to look after one another, but financially they depend more on me.
So should I go ahead for my migration to pursue my life or should I stay back, sacrifice my life to take care them.... How? Why? Should? Shouldnt? All came into my mind.....
