Sunday, 13 October 2013

Definitely something wrong with me or is part and passer of life...

Today not sure felt suddenly down....
Reflect abit of here and there so found out I am person really hard to deal with.
Or maybe each of us are different so our expectation and demand are different so is ok.
I am normal?
Not sure, guess need a statistic report on human behaviour. Not sure whats my behaviour below to?
Life ok for me...
Dating with my Babe still continue and same lightly mood, which I feel ok and good.
Have I forgotten my Ex? No still not yet.
This weekend meeting my another Ex who work in Tokyo as he coming for conference meeting in Singapore. So we have a catch up to do.
He is still the same asshole, I would say! LOL..
If I not wrong, he is one of the youngest I ever date with 6yrs older than me.
I think I am gonna be crazy... or I am crazy...
Cos this moment I have a thought that there be a day I end my life myself because I am so bordom with my present life.
Is a coward move? No, I dont think so but is a move that come to a point you not sure who are you and where you belong to.
Even though, there are people out there still care and love you.
However, they are unreachable to my heart.
For those once and did reach into my heart will never did again cos they disappoint me.
So long farewell my blog..