19th May 2012

My good friend, Ari, had finally received my present as I got his reply :
"Dearest Yann,
I have no words,because I have got your present...................God bless you forever,my friend and my closesd hard in this life... I promise.I tray to meet you again in any case they say tha my body is still strong! Yours,Ari"

I'm glad that he is working hard and like my present. I had also send out present to my another good friend, William, last week but I havent received any news from him. I hope the address he gave me is correct and had received it.

I just composed a chinese song today and would like to share it out here.. :). Is a very negative song I composed and written. It is to unleash my negative energy out hahaha so positive energy can come in and charge me ...

放棄了  Written and composed by Yann

我是一個自做的人

目標 出現 就會勇往直前

不會輕易的放棄目標

我就是這樣子

每各人都有 生活的目標

每天都在 努力的追求

只到那一天 你知道了真相

你是否会相我吗

放棄了 我放棄了

在多努力都是一場空

放棄了 放棄了

時間到了就跟世界說goodbye

原来我们追随着 不曾存在的目標

Vesak Day 05 May 2012

Is Vesak Day and also Saturday.. and I didnt went out for movie today. I sitting at my house nearby Macdonald having my coffee and writing blog and later writing letters. Yes, letters to my special friends. I know is kind of old fashion but thats me hahahaha....

Last week, I just wrote to two persons. One for Ari and the other for Karsten, I wrote letters and sending gift to them because they are someone who make an impact in my life and will never forget them as friends, love or buddy. I would say my feeling to them is stronger than my family members except my mother and granny. I havent hear anything from Ari yet as I posted the gift on 1st of May 2012 so it will take some time for him to receive. As for Karsten, I give the gift and letters in person and below is what his reply and I appreciate and touched as well. :)

"Dear Yann, i am really lost 4 words and very, very touched. Ur letter is beautiful all the way and it is so sweet of u to go all the way and have these hankies made. Cant believe it is 7 years, since we met - time flies. And things happen, sometimes bad and sometimes good. U are a fun and nice person and i do value our friendship no matter how often we meet up. Its about quality, not quantity! Sad to hear about ur friend, cancer is so terrible. Hope he will recover well. Have a gr8 trip to Japan, wont see u b4 u return. Take care always! Big hugs, K. H. Thomsen:)"

And now I gonna start writing my letters for William and my last ex.bf- Neil. In case you thought I am writing my letters using computer. You wrong, I using MS words to check my grammer and spelling before I written on the letters.. LOL... so when people read my letters, they find it ok..

Bye..

PS. I wont killed myself but I will give up living when time comes for me :) as I have left behind me except debts LOL....